Dreaming

I want to be here right now...sigh.

Here we go, Here we go, Here we go again...

Well.  One of the topics I continually return to as I self-reflect is my tendency to wait for others to reach out to me.  I love interaction, and being around other people, and being social.  However, I manage to maintain this distance between other people and myself because I'm always worried that they don't want my outreach and will be annoyed.  I'm worried that they will feel imposed upon.  


This is ridiculous.  


I know it. 


Even if they don't want to talk with me or hang out with me, what difference does it make?  Regardless, this still keeps me from reaching out, and usually to the people that I'm closer with. 


Even more absurd. 


I don't have a solution, just thought I'd share what I agonize over. 


In celebration of my cyclical return, here is a nice video for you: 

Annoyance

...when my next door neighbor has WAY too much base going on.  As in, the plates on my wall vibrate. 


Fail.